I am goin NUTS!!

Stress.. I guess. I think I am not at unstable mode today. A bit lazy at work (banyak kot..). I get demotivated easily. Hahah now.. the hole in my pocket is getting bigger and bigger.... (lalalalala) How i wished i could turn back time, at least 5 months back.... AT LEAST!!! there is a few things that i wanted to change. *sigh*